Day Fifteen – Bouy oh Bouy!

You know those days when nothing seems to go right? When you’re frustrating and can’t seem to make any progress? When if something is going to go wrong it will? Well… today was one of those days. It reached its nadir just before midnight when I had perhaps the most terrifying experience of the trip so far, certainly the most shocking, but more on that later.

Just below my rhumbline to the waypoint of Pioneer Channel, which is between New Ireland and Bougainville Island in PNG, there’s a huge pocket of calm airs which may last for weeks. If I get stuck down there, I may not get out as I simply don’t have enough fuel for the 1500Nm of motoring to get through it. It’s a little like quicksand for sail boats. You do not want to get stuck. So, the only option is to head north east, away from the rhumbline and away from the waypoint so I can ensure I stay in the pressure pockets the next week. I begrudgingly tack over and watch my track get further away from my destination.  When you’ve worked so hard for each mile, it’s tough to go backwards but I know it’s the only realistic option.

What is frustrating me the most though is the boat is simply not sailing well. Her upwind angles are all wrong and I can’t tack through anything less than 140degrees. This is really worrying me as the wind is on the nose almost the entire way to Pioneer Channel, so unless I can sail to TWA of <50deg my VMG to the waypoint is going to be seriously compromised and it may take me weeks longer. Just what is wrong with her?

Because of the issue with the sailing angles (which I’ve had for days) and the light winds (also for many days), my trip is now looking likely to take closer to 6 weeks rather than the more optimistic 4-week best case in the passage plan. This is taking some readjusting to and I now need to look at all my rationing differently and also seriously adjust my own expectations. There was a stage where I was hoping to be halfway by now, however I’ve got two thirds of the way to go which feels like a long away. The middle section was always going to be difficult; I tell myself. The excitement of starting the journey having faded and the reality of many, many miles of sailing ahead makes Cairns feel like a very long way away. I keep telling myself to take it day by day and that things will certainly improve, but my joy at being out here has been replaced with an air of problem solving, calculations and weather analysis. There’ll be time to soak up the ocean again later. For now, I need to sort out what’s wrong with the boat and build a solid plan to get through this light air.

Its times like this when having a shore team makes all the difference. While I can download basic weather GRIB files, Cam is back at HQ using a very powerful navigation software program called Expedition, which takes a multitude of data points and provides the same level of routing information and analysis as the Volvo Ocean Racing teams. If I’m going to find my way through this fickle weather, it’s because of the team back in HK. Right now, I’m sailing to the conditions on the ground but the large strategic work of where to go and where I want to be in a week’s time is all done by the team.

Not only that, I describe the issues on the ground to Cam re poor pointing angles and the state of the headsail and through his guidance we surmise the issue is a loose forestay via a combination of slack back stay and loosened rig. After a few hours work, the boat is indeed sailing much better, in particular she’s sailing 20+ degrees higher than before and is tacking though an acceptable 95degrees. The rig was in good shape before I left so I can only put it down to the impact of the storm and that it was stretched after days of tension, even though it really should be fine.

With the acceptance that this is going to a longer trip than first hoped, I need to conserve water and fuel as much as I can. This means no more showers (I can shower when it rains) and good-bye to the fridge and the lovely cold drinks it produces. I’m really OK with both changes as I figured that would be the case at some point. Thankfully I brought plenty of deodorant, so I won’t smell too bad. I also have wet wipes, the kind you use to clean little babies so I can use these to clean myself as well if the time between rain showers is a while.

As the afternoon progresses the wind starts to pick up. It’s been 10-12knts all day so at least I’m making good progress as I head north. It’s now 14knts and the seas are building slightly. It’s meant my day has been rather bumpy and that I’m in for an even bumpier night. When sailing hard on the wind everything is more difficult. The boat is heeled over at 30+degrees so you can’t sit flat anywhere, and your stomach muscles need to be constantly engaged as the boat moves through each wave. You can’t stand flat anywhere either, so you always need to hold on (one hand for you and one for the boat) and I find myself constantly jammed in a doorway or with my foot on the wall to stop myself from falling over. There’s also nowhere to lay flat so you just have to get good at sleeping in weird positions and getting constantly thrown around.

I went to bed early but was woken up at 11pm as the boat started to heel over a little more and I could feel the waves were getting bigger. The wind had increased to 18-20knts, but it wasn’t a squall. Just a band of pressure which I’d been seeing a lot of the past two days. They generally don’t last long so I simply dialled down the autopilot 20 degrees and let the sheets off slightly, content to ride it out. We were moving quickly, with boat a speed of 8knts so I was quite happy. As I stood in the cockpit cleaning up the sheets into coils, the most remarkable thing happened. This orange flashing light whizzed past the boat just above eye level or about 3m from water level. It was so close I don’t know how it didn’t touch the boat, but the distance was measured in inches. The image was so foreign it took my brain some time to process just what was happening. I was watching a large, solid steel cardinal marker fly passed Ahyoka. This made no sense to me. Cardinal markers indicate a hazard of some kind and are only ever near shore. Meanwhile, we were in water 5km deep with no land, not even an atoll for hundreds of nautical miles. What just happened?

As I stared at the flashing light, I slowly worked out that it wasn’t a hallucination.  We just narrowing avoided disaster and this rogue bouy must have broken its mooring and be randomly floating around the ocean, its light powered by solar. The enormity of how close we came to collision sunk in and I was far more shaken up than when we sailed passed the barrels days earlier. That was in the day light and was a few hundred meters away. This was at night, we were smokin’ along and could have so easily hit this thing and punctured the hull.  One of the movies I downloaded for this trip is All is Lost with Robert Redford. It’s a story of a solo sailor who hits a rogue container in the middle of the ocean and sinks. I vow there and then to not watch it. No way.

I stood there watching the flashing light until I could see it no more, still in disbelief at what just happened. The adrenalin in my body slowly dissipating. I check the charts and re check the charts but there’s simply nothing anywhere near me, so I definitely didn’t make any navigational errors. It was simply some of the ocean’s countless flotsam and jetsam. Interestingly enough I had seen very little, if any impact by man so far. Coming from the polluted waters of both Hong Kong and Cambodia I’ve been pleasantly surprised up to now with just how little plastic or pollution of any kind I’ve seen.

Once I calmed down, I think to myself, surely lightning can’t strike twice in the same place, at least not in the same night, right? I buy the argument and effectively deceive myself into a false sense of security and go downstairs to sleep, which, somewhat surprisingly, comes easily. I guess I was tired after a long day or worry.

Post Scripts:

Thank you all for your wonderful birthday wishes. I read them over about three times and each reading brought me closer to each of you. It’s a strange type of irony that only by being so remote and so solitary that I’m able to deepen my bonds with the ones I care about the most.

Thanks for planting the seed about a book too. Certainly gives me something to ponder these many hours while I watch the ocean glide by and decide what I want the next decade to look like, let alone the next few months.

Finally, I know a few of you have asked for photos. Sadly, I don’t have the bandwidth on my satellite connection to send photos, but I promise when I’m back I’ll send through a whole bunch. I’m even trying to make a documentary while I’m out here, but as I have all of zero experience, I can’t imagine it’s going to be any good, but I’ll certainly do my best.

6 Responses

  1. Rory – I feel very lucky to have discovered that you were writing a blog and it has been a great addition to my day – It is a treat I look forward to. I stand in solidarity with you as you go through this physical and existential journey, and what stands out to me is both your search of the man you want to be for what could be the second half of your life as you return to Australia, and the quiet and somatic reflection you aspired for and seem like you are getting being away from the din of life. I am inspired and touched!

    1. Oops!
      It’s Silent, and not one of Redford’s best….it’s somewhat surreal.

      Good fortune that you did miss the jettisoned Marker tho. Someone is looking out for you. 🙂

      Hopefully the tightened stays will give you the lift you need for direction, and happy to hear you have such great shore support to bounce issues off, and to discuss the weather routing with.

      We are all routing for you.

      Stay safe and hope you find the best winds to blow you homewards.

      Bonnie Scotland

  2. Rory .. picturing you out there in the middle of the ocean alone brings me so many mixed emotions ! What a journey .. see you on your home land shores
    Much love

  3. Phew!! Close call brother! Someone was looking out for you – I could feel your anxiety reading your message. Dang floating disasters. It must be a major annoyance to have to sail backwards or in a direction you know is increasing your journey exponentially every minute. I suppose that is why every sailor speaks of the mental toughness required for this type of adventure rather than the physical. Perspective becomes either your friend or your enemy. You’ve always landed on the right side of a positive perspective and I imagine in this case you will be digging deep leveraging all those years of experience of skills to achieve the same. I have a sailing picture in the bedroom and it includes a quote:
    “They stood in the storm, and when the wind did not blow them away, they adjusted their sails”.
    You’re doing all the right things. Stay safe, stay alert, stay strong my friend!

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Rory Hunter


Entrepreneur. Chief Executive Officer, Song Saa Collective. Pioneers of sustainable development in South-East Asia. The collective includes Song Saa Resorts and Song Saa Private Island in Cambodia’s Koh Rong Archipelago. 2006, co-established the Koh Ouen Marine Reserve, Cambodia’s first-ever marine protected area. The reserve has since expanded to 400 square kilometres and has gained the support of Monaco’s Prince Albert II. 2013, founded the Song Saa Foundation, an independent NGO dedicated to preserving Koh Rong’s underwater sanctuaries, providing alternative means of livelihood for its residents and bringing much-needed healthcare and education to the region. Speaker at international conferences, including the G20 Summit in Brisbane in 2014. World Economic Forum Young Global Leader. Member of the prestigious Young Presidents Organisation. Former advertising executive and worked for multinational firms including Saatchi and Saatchi. Graduate, Harvard Business School; studied sustainability and resilience, Stanford University: Global Leadership, Harvard Kennedy School; BEcon, Sydney University. Completed the Coast to Coast in 2015, one of the world’s toughest endurance races, set in New Zealand, in 17 hours; offshore sailor, downhill skier, long-distance runner and proud dad of two boys.